I have obsession with andrew rannells/ book of mormon?

I think he is one of the most gorgeous beings alive. My mom thinks I'm wiers cause he is gay. I have good feelings whenever I google him, or hear him sing. I listen to the book of mormon soundtrack for almost 2 HOURS last night. I really don't want to stop thinking about him. Don't say " it will go away" that is the worst answer I can get. I've seen the book of mormon but I want to see it again. But the tix are SO expensive and the next non-full show opens the 5th of October. If you don't know about andrew rannells please google him. What can I do to stop obsessing!